Cover image: "Moon" by Caitlin M. Downs
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Forgotten things surface
Kate Kearns
The Teen
Practices piano because she wants to. Her fingers
arch parenthetical over the keys, or so I imagine
from the room in which I give her my absence.
She’s on the first measure, if that’s the correct term,
of an Adele song she’ll accompany on stage, her first
performance. I’m trying to be brave, stop asking me to stay,
she doesn’t sing. Yesterday, I lent the only counsel
I’m qualified to give: to go on when she messes up,
practice not starting over. I offered the words, sugar cubes
to a wild horse, set them down and slowly backed away.
Today, it’s happening, she flubs a note and pushes on
(I don’t let on I notice) to the swell where the singer
will really let loose, I want to live and not just survive,
bang bang bang go the chords. Do those lyrics mean
something to her, or are they all sound and feeling,
an intriguing vibration in an unproven depth?
It’s the most arduous task, staying in the stable
with the warm hay, waiting, pockets full of sugar.
Kate Kearns is the author of You Are Ruining My Loneliness (Littoral Books, 2023). Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Appalachian Review, The Swannanoa Review, The Maine Sunday Telegram, Common Ground Review, Sugar House Review, Salamander, and elsewhere. Kate was a finalist for the 2024 Charles Simic Memorial Prize and the 2024 Maine Postmark Competition. She earned her MFA from Lesley University. Learn more at katekearns.com.
M. Anne Avera
in which the poet finds something to do with herself
i sweep the classroom after the kids leave. collect papers.
snack wrappers, thin whisks from the dust bunnies and
my life is this: holding my own, parachute dancing. becoming
what i refuse to recognize. haven’t been home in weeks and
the pipes are busted. i smell all animal. i pray at night sometimes
to a different god than the one i was raised by. i don’t make choices.
prayer screams to a halt when the sleeping pills kick in.
abrupt. inconsiderate. kids all yelling at each other,
tossing water bottles upside down, clinking desks, memory or shadow.
i’m good. at sweeping, not teaching. i could make a world
out of this moment. against the concrete wall an easel. and
against the easel is a textbook with a drawing of landforms—
all of them in the world, i think. i imagine myself inside that picture,
on the sandy butte, looking out over the ocean and the mountains
all at once.
M. Anne Avera is a writer and teacher from Auburn, Alabama. Her debut collection, Complete and Total Honesty, is now available from Neon Origami Press. Website: writeranneavera.carrd.co
LC Gutierrez
Butterfly Lessons
Julia “Butterfly” Hill climbed a giant Redwood tree to save it from loggers.
She called the tree “Luna.”
The leaves give free reign to the sky: things they alone can touch. This was never meant for the lowness of trucks, but still they came. As though bringing down that canopy could ever fuel our ascendance. So that girl sat for two years in a Redwood five centuries older than Columbus. She named it and spelled a circle for its roots and we all were saved, for what it’s worth. While they threw hooks and diamonds at her tongue, she stayed fast for us. And if we had all fallen and not seen the forest? Think of dinosaurs, how long they perished unnamed. She, the tree, waited a thousand years to be called. Watched the clouds smudge her blue sky while the moon rolled its chilly back again and again. When a loved one goes, we try to say that too, though it resists. I watch my mother take on a primeval frailty, patient as moss. Heart half-felled and risen already out of reach. Forgotten things surface. Others, mask themselves, cunning. There is still some sense of life’s power; a vaulted promise. Miracle, if it would take a thousand years.
LC Gutierrez is a Southern and Caribbean writer living in Madrid, Spain. His work is most recently published or forthcoming in Sugar House Review, New York Quarterly, Stone Circle Review, Tampa Review, and Trampset. He is a poetry reader for West Trade Review.
Aluu Prosper Chigozie
Aluu Prosper Chigozie is a Nigerian contemporary artist and the creator of Abfillage, a mixed media technique that blends abstraction, figuration, and collage. Rooted in storytelling, his work uses layered newspapers, photography, and paint to explore themes of memory, identity, and cultural preservation. Drawing from both personal experience and social observation, Prosper selects his materials based on place and time, allowing his environment to shape each piece. Since 2017, Prosper has actively exhibited across Nigeria and internationally, including solo shows in Lagos and the United States. He is a finalist for the 2024 Kuenyehia Prize and has participated in notable residencies such as Villa Karo in Benin Republic. Website: prosperaluu.com
Ella B. Winters
Suaitiú
Look
over there
yes, yes
a little closer,
look
the sea is moving inside
the sea
look at the frothy wave
devour a rock
like a heartbeat
like a heartbeat
like a heartbeat
the river is running
from the river
catching it
like a plump trout
releasing,
keeps running
soak your shame in the salt water
to tenderize it
your circadian rhythms are all
out
of
kilter
listen to the tidal suck
like a jellyfish pulse
like a mute nightmare
scream
let it hover
the breath
between inhaling and exhaling
spread your
broken
wing
so the sun might witness it
it is coming,
the spring
is coming
the moon
it is always coming
Author’s Note: Suaitiú (pronounced “soo-ah-choo”) is an Irish word that describes the sound of the sea sucking in and out at the shoreline, particularly noticeable at night when the tide is pulling back.
Ella B. Winters is a social worker, writer, and double immigrant, living on the South-East coast of England with her partner and a sausage dog. Her work often explores themes of identity and locating yourself in the world. She is currently working on her PhD in Health Science. Instagram: @ella.b.winters
Patrick G. Roland
The Grove
Before we met, I leaned into midnight,
waited at wood’s edge
for song to unravel through brush.
Draw me the way I drifted
toward the fringe of surrender.
I used to close my eyes—a merry-andrew wandering
a den of wolves, unsteady, eyes stitched open.
Starving for a reason to forgive.
Them. Me.
After her, I lingered at light’s periphery
like a shiv twisting through
the ribs of time.
Suspended
in shadow’s in-between.
Her hollow voice tapped at my window.
Her breath etched glass
with a name I can’t forget.
Fear sang my hymn,
forest a stage
where my body tripped
on questions,
each slip a confession
without words.
The dark gathers me.
Impatient,
as unfinished outlines
tread beyond the copse.
I remain,
waiting at the wood’s edge,
already part of the grove.
Patrick G. Roland is a writer and educator living with cystic fibrosis. He explores life’s experiences through poetry and storytelling, seeking to inspire others in the classroom and through writing. His work appears or is forthcoming in Hobart, scaffold, Emerge Literary, Maudlin House, Unleash Lit, and others. X: @pg_roland
Adam Oyster-Sands
. . . a monument to a world worth living in
They say the earth’s axis is changing & one day we’ll have a new north star. Most days I forget to breathe when I look down at my naked skin etched with a narrative that is not mine but one that belongs to a kid who was left behind when I packed up a new used car & drove two thousand miles away from the only home I’d ever known. The thing about moving to a place where everyone is a stranger is—you get to be anyone. It’s a true baptism held back only by the
ink in your skin & the memories fading from the back of your mind like a safe European home. & this is not about tattoos or images or moving even. It’s about love & letting go which on most days seems like the same thing because how can consumption & holding on be acts of love? & we can change time zones & zip codes & in the process change the very history we’ve created for ourselves back when we were lost & burning in the heat of a summer not realized. So love is
figuring out when to leave yourself behind. & it’s not a lie, this new life you create as a stranger to everyone you’ll ever meet in a corner of the country unknown & unknowable by the blue eyes that held back tears as blood ran down a leg after scraping a knee on the rough concrete of a driveway in place that once felt familiar but now seems like a painting in a forgotten city. But if
this is about love then it’s really about death because you can’t love what lasts forever. Meaning is found in endings. So maybe this is really the story of a boy I love but had to leave back there in the darkness & trust that the only way we can both survive a little longer is by releasing each other. & this can’t just happen anywhere because the ghosts that visit show us that we’re never alone as we carry all the love & loss & letting go from a thousand versions of the person we
envision when we look in the mirror. & there is a time for us all to push back & press on & find new ways to be haunted while standing barefoot in dirt next to a dormant volcano in an unknown country. & I get it, not everyone has this privilege or need but that doesn’t mean I don’t want them all to know the feeling of freedom that comes from being a stranger in a new home. I need the ones I say I love to get this while they continue to exist, to get why I had to go, to accept that the only way I can continue to survive is by never forgetting all the reasons I’m still alive.
What I really hope you to see is the way glaciers reshape the earth as they recede slowly over thousands of years.
Adam Oyster-Sands is a high school Language Arts teacher and poet. After writing cringey song lyrics in his younger years, he began writing poetry with his students as a practice on craft and voice and an expression of self. Since then, Adam has had a number of poems published in various literary journals and magazines such as Picture Frame Press, Indolent Books, and Allegory Ridge, as well as winning an award from the Oregon Poetry Association. His first poetry chapbook, don’t call us punk because we hate that, was released in 2024 through Steel Toe Books. Adam can often be found running through forests with his partner Morgan and their puppies around their home in Portland, Oregon.
Tim Loftus
Spirit Wind
Today I sit in silence at the base of a towering white pine tree. The tree is rooted at the end of a short peninsula jutting out into the Five-Mile River in North Brookfield, Massachusetts. My Native American flute rests on my lap. It is unpretentious in its plainness: lathe-turned from a piece of oak, narrow black bands encircle the flute near the mouthpiece, halfway down just above the six finger holes, and at the end. The dark brown fetish, a narrow piece of wood about three inches long used to channel my breath from an internal chamber to the sound chamber, is held in place on the outside with a black leather strap. It’s one of the flutes I learned to play to honor the relationship between my Irish heritage and the Choctaw Nation, a Native American tribe which had raised money for the starving Irish men, women, and children suffering from the 1847 Irish Potato Famine.
I slowly breathe in a deep lungful of the cool October air, then exhale all the pent-up worldly anxiety that doesn’t belong in Nature with me. I close my eyes and listen.
And wait.
I lose track of time as my mind slips from one world into the other, from a human-centric world to a nature-centric one. Ten minutes later, or it could have been twenty, I don’t know when, I start to hear the spirit wind.
Barely.
Bits of a tune hanging in the air over a nearby grassy tussock in the river, the faint rhythmic susurrations of swirling bubbles gathering in downstream eddies. Another musical phrase in the fleeting hum of a nearby winged insect. A few notes created between the play of the breeze and the pine needles above me.
One of my instructors at the Solstice Flute Camp in Prescott, Arizona that I had attended two months earlier, Shelly Morningsong, the 2019 Native American Music Award Artist of the Year, explained the spirit wind to me — gifts of notes and phrases to absorb, a language with which to converse back with the spirits, with the land, with nature, or whatever it is that reaches out to us.
I sense my flute hears the spirit wind, too. And why wouldn’t it? It was once a tree where birds sang in its branches and chatting squirrels scampered up its trunk. Its lullabies were the whispers of the nighttime breeze rustling its leaves. Before it even became a flute, the wood already understood the music of the forest, the spirit wind.
*
I bought this flute from its maker this past August when I had attended the Native American flute camp. Of all the flutes I had tried, this one came to life in my hands. Was it the way I breathed into it? The way I held my fingers over the note holes? Or was it like a fairytale kiss, the flute just waiting to be awakened by the right person? That is what I want to believe, and that is also why I chose it.
After my return home, I found that the flute fits perfectly in my knapsack, making it easy to carry during my woodland wanderings. But the flute’s beauty is in its sound — tuned to a pitch equal to the soft yank yank yank murmurs of a white-breasted nuthatch, which is probably why nuthatches seem to show up whenever I play in the forest.
*
The towering white pine tree is about a quarter mile north as the crow flies from the narrow country road that crosses the river. “You can’t get there from here,” as the locals, including me, are fond of saying. And it’s true. There is no direct way of getting to the tree.
The pine is about a half-mile hike from the road, as the trail meanders around the marshy areas of the river’s edge, through a couple abandoned hay fields now filling in with autumn olive shrubs, sumac, brambles, and milkweed.
But today, I took the long way around, a two-mile route through stands of pine, oak forest, more fields of scrub growth, past a vernal pool, up a hill, then down the hill, through soggy places that were once thick with skunk cabbage in the spring, but now leafless as their roots are in their early winter sleep.
The longer route gives me time to slow down and engage with the forest. There’s a rhythm imposed by the pine grove. I sense it in my footsteps on the soft brown needles along the path as I meander through the evergreens. Oak forests impose their own rhythm on my gait as well, as do meadows and the abandoned gravel cart roads. Every place in the forest sings its own music as I pass by to that short peninsula with the towering pine tree.
*
I listen to the soft chimp call of a swamp sparrow flittering in and out of the nearby cattails and grassy tussocks, and I hear the falling red, yellow, and brown autumn leaves bumping branches on their journey to the forest floor. I sense the spirit wind of the forest.
I lift my flute from my lap and together, the flute and I, join the music, hoping the nuthatches will come close enough for me to see.

Tim Loftus is a retired environmental chemist with a love of the written word. When he is not at his writing desk, he is most likely outside, leaving his boot tracks along some woodland or meadow trail. Tim’s recent essays and articles have been published in Yankee Magazine, Boston Magazine, Prescott Living, and Northern Woodlands. He is also a reader for Wild Roof Journal. Tim resides in Central Massachusetts.
Kiera Fisher
Kiera Fisher is a Columbus-based muralist and mixed media artist, who embraces bold colors and imagery to create art inspired from her surroundings. She incorporates her lived experiences into her work, with themes of love, home, and self-identity. She works with a variety of media and materials, including illustration, textiles, and fine arts. Instagram: @rainbowfish.art
Caitlin M. Downs



Caitlin M. Downs is an interdisciplinary artist and writer from Lancaster, Pennsylvania. Downs teaches at the Pennsylvania College of Art & Design. She earned an MFA in Creative Writing from Wilkes University.
Carol Shillibeer
What happens when you don’t visit your grandmother enough
I wake up in a china teacup—curl on my side. My eyes open to the smooth cream shine of the glaze, the soft blue of the pattern, I think, why Grandma’s favourite pattern? Noise intrudes, sinks me into that moment of fright—how the fuck am I in a teacup? I shouldn’t be able to fit. My hand pressing against the bottom of the cup tells me I am here. It’s the cool smooth I feel when drinking tea from it on my monthly visits to Grandma. I push myself upright, and with only a small tip of the head, I can see the cup’s rim within arm’s reach. That’s when the first hot drop falls.
Carol Shillibeer’s poems have been published in many print and online publications, and she has received nominations for both Pushcart and Best of the Net. One of her most recent manuscripts, language be like, won the 2025 Alfred G. Bailey Prize for poetry. Website: carolshillibeer.com
Elya Braden
Death Clearing
When my best friend’s husband dies too soon, I fly
to Seattle fisting my small gifts, budded, waiting, like the bouquet
of pink spray roses cut from her neighbor’s garden.
On every prior visit, I’ve tucked the clutter
of my friend’s sprawling house into the dark
cabinets of my consciousness. Not my mess.
But here I am, with nothing but time & silence
while a stream of consolation flows through
her front door. My friend’s thoughts a labyrinth
of memory she wanders one inch at a time, her face
collapsing in each dead end where the image of her husband
lies crumpled on the shower floor.
Twin towers of plastic bins still sheltering
unpacked clothes from their early-COVID move now wall off
his last gasp’s stain on white bedroom carpet.
His cortege of coats comfort each other
in the front hall closet, his Birkenstocks, expectant
as twin kittens, prowl by the sliding glass door.
Her pantry: repository of whims—an unopened Breville
espresso machine cowers behind grocery bags overflowing
with plasticware & chopsticks, ketchup & soy sauce, condiments
she could savor till the end of days, sticky spices reminiscing
over 20th century recipes, tubes of scented lotion pilfered
from the marbled bathroom of their last resort.
While she hummingbirds around the house, urging sandwiches
& apple slices on her aging mother, offering six flavors of sparkling
water, cookies, chocolates, dried fruit & nuts to all her visitors,
I open every lidded container in her fridge, jettison curdled
cottage cheese, a moldy hunk of Jarlsberg, celery stalks bowed under
the weight of time, a half-drunk bottle of wine transmuted into vinegar.
She cringes at the parade of black trash bags, yelps when I toss another
can of well-expired clams. I know time stopped for all of us during shutdown,
but death & decay play the game of Always & Forever.
I only want to clear a space where she can grieve. But now
she’s lost so much, how can I take more away from her, even a peach
shriveling in a back corner of the bottom drawer?
Elya Braden is a writer and mixed-media artist living in Oxnard, CA, and she is an editor for Gyroscope Review. She is the author of the chapbooks, Open The Fist (2020) and The Sight of Invisible Longing (2023). Her full-length collection, Dragonfly Puzzle Box, is forthcoming from Sheila-Na-Gig Editions in 2026. Her work has been published in Anthropocene, Anacapa Review, Burningword Literary Journal, The Louisville Review, The Shore, Thimble, and elsewhere. Her poems have been nominated for the Pushcart Prize, Best of the Net, and Best New Poets. Website: elyabraden.com
Lisa Delan
What if
the sun is lying about her
effortless revolutions
around the earth?
What if she can’t set
without a milligram of
Klonopin and an audiobook
of short stories on repeat?
What if she startles at moonrise,
oppressed by the lanky hours
until her renewed debut?
Maybe she scares herself
pondering the point of lifting
just to descend and descend
in an endless cycle of contrition—
sorry for the glare for the
melanoma for the migraines
for the dehydration
and unbearable surface heat.
And then the sinking, always
sinking. What if she doesn’t
actually want to come back?
Perhaps there is only so long
she can cycle before the futility
of her constancy mocks her.
What if the hours she sleeps
are the only reason she still
holds hydrogen in her core—
yet sleep eludes her?
And what if the act of rising
requires a suspension of
disbelief she cannot sustain?—
Lisa Delan’s poetry and prose have received Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net nominations, and have been featured in Burningword Literary Journal, 3rd Wednesday Magazine, Milk Press (Poetry Society of New York), American Writers Review, Wild Roof Journal, Anthropocene Poetry Journal, and Passengers Journal, among other publications. When she is not writing you can find the soprano, an international performer who records for the Pentatone label, singing songs on texts by some of her favorite poets.
DJ Lee
DJ Lee’s nonfiction essays and poetry have appeared in Narrative, About Place, Terrain, and elsewhere, and they have been finalists for contests and won awards. She is author/editor of eight books including The Land Speaks (Oxford) and Remote: Finding Home in the Bitterroots (Oregon State). She teaches literature and creative writing at Washington State University.
Michael Engelhard



Heartbeat of the North
The crowd at the Nome Recreation Center goes wild as the octogenarian in a wide-legged crouched stance accelerates. His mukluk-clad feet pound the stage timed to the drummers’ salvos. In the crescendo, which almost drowns out the lyrics, the King Islander aims an invisible rifle at make-believe passing geese overhead and recoils with shots fired, synced to accented drumbeats. A little later, a white-haired lady of similar age dressed in a blue-calico atikluk joins him with restrained sinuous motions — dancing hands — feet modestly planted together. The applause swells as audience members rise. Dozens throng onstage for the finale open to everyone, a “happy dance” invitational. Its thuds reach into the pit of my belly.
Drum dances formerly took place outdoors also, sometimes behind makeshift windbreaks of stretched canvas or mammal skins. In notoriously breezy Nome, with spectators watching from rooftops, an upturned umiak walrus-hunting boat often shielded performers as a windbreak.
In the Alutiiq language of Prince William Sound and the Alaska Peninsula, cauyaq signifies both music and the drum, the oldest of all instruments. (Ugandan chimps pant hooting and knuckle thumping tree roots in individual rhythms message each other that way.) In the adjacent Unangan, Yup’ik, and Inupiaq cultures too, drums, dance, and song form a trinity. While Native groups throughout Alaska boast equally vibrant traditions, fans rank Eskimo drumming and dancing supreme, for its muscular elegance, its raw vigor and grace, “ecstatic harmony,” in one anthropologist’s words. The individual drumbeats may strike untrained ears as unvarying, monotonous. However, the elder and song maker Jimmie Toolie from Savoonga on St. Lawrence Island pointed out that “the beat was like the waves of the sea, there are so many and they seem to be the same, the sea is constant and always moving too, but the waves are all unique and different . . .”
Thunderous claps on animal membranes have roused northerners since “many grandfathers ago.” Hoop drums unlocked deep-sea or lunar realms for Eskimo shamans during séances. Symbolic of cycles, they centered communities. Greenland’s permafrost has given up 4,500-year-old drum fragments. Handles and frames unearthed on St. Lawrence Island belong to instruments last heard in Old Bering Sea culture settlements two millennia ago. Stickmen pecked into Afognak and Kodiak boulders depict Alutiiq ancestors wielding drums. Modern-day ethnic drumming, in the words of the aural historian Jack Loeffler, “reenacts mythic moments,” priming the consciousness of participants to embrace “meaning that extends into antiquity.”
North Slope elders recall drumming’s origins. Seeing that humans were lonely, Eagle Mother told one hunter to prepare the first kivgiq or Messenger Feast. Then she taught him how to build a wooden box-drum that sounded like her metronome heart. The faint beat heard from a distance on one such occasion near Old Shishmaref spelled out an invitation: those who heard it passed on word about the festivities to those who had not.
For centuries, drums underscored action in curing rites, divination, and trance journeys to other worlds, where shamans appeasing spirits rectified breaches of taboos. The kivgiq’s three-day sessions ensured that animals hunted for food would reincarnate. Dancing and singing also honored forebears, interpreted myths and experiences — a shared history — and invited spirits to winter feasts.
In the Bering Strait, December was “Time of the Drum.” The tuning, done by dampening the skin drumhead to keep it from tearing, has its own song. One, borrowing from a missionary who taught some Inupiat his style of music, employs the syllables do-re-mi as part of the lyrics but stripped of all context. After decades of suppression, innovation is flourishing. A modern “Float Coat Song” song mixes a traditional boat dance with promoting life jacket safety for youths. In the same spirit of innovation, odd instruments were requisitioned. In 1944, Eskimo servicemen danced in Fairbanks traditionally, uniformed, but in mukluks and gloves. A bass drum borrowed from Ladd Army Airfield lads urged them on, with the Dive Bombers’ logo blazing on the drumhead.
By the 1930s, many Yup’ik and Inupiaq villages had abandoned masked dancing, certain songs and rituals, and mask and drum manufacture. Epidemics killed shamans and elders; food shortages, wage labor, and boarding schools further frayed the tribal fabric; missionaries discouraged, banned, or inverted practices seen as “devil’s frolic.” A rare image from the 1920s, taken at the Catholic mission in St. Michael, Norton Sound, says it all. Girls aligned in traditional kuspuk tunics and dance poses sway and semaphore next to a man not beating a drum but squeezing a button accordion, a typical sailor’s instrument. As part of a renaissance in the late 1960s, people reclaimed traditional dancing, learning it from ethnographic recordings, luckier neighbors, performing visitors, or through workshops or instructional videos. Tony Keyes from Wales, up the coast, where there had been no singing, no drumming, no dancing for fifty-seven years, rejoiced at the resurrected musical culture of his village: “You should never say something is dead; nothing is ever dead . . . it was sleeping.” Dancing, as portrayed by Sally Carrighar in her memoir Moonlight at Midday, could be an act of defiance. When one Inupiaq Santa in Unalakleet broke character and lapsed into traditional steps, children and parents cheered while the missionary, in a huff, fled the building.
The qilaun’s magic is so strong that it rubbed off on Christian iconography. A naive painting in the small museum at the Inupiaq village of Anaktuvuk Pass shows Jesus clad in white, Inupiaq fur garb, sitting on a bull caribou on the fall tundra. The Savior holds a large frame drum, in effect transformed into a shaman.
Dances and songs, often commemorating events like the first plane to ever land in a village, or a man searching for his snow-covered cabin, can’t be appropriated. Some circulate among kin exclusively. Etiquette requires special permission and that other singers credit a composition’s owner(s). Others were exchanged between villages or trading partners, donated or sold. Drummers could be waterborne, announcing the arrival of traders, as they did in the summer of 1816, while approaching the gunports of Otto von Kotzebue’s brig Rurik, singing “to the accompaniment of a tambourine.” More recently, Inupiaq have danced to welcome individual guests, from Knud Rasmussen at Point Barrow in 1924 to President Obama, who joined merrymaking in Kotzebue’s gym in 2015.
A knack for making the oversize tambourines often runs in families. The craftsman steams or boils two- or three-inch-wide spruce strips for pliability. He bends them and closes a hoop of up to two feet in diameter by drilling holes for tying the ends together. Scraped whale-liver membranes, walrus-stomach linings, caribou hides, or, in the Gulf, bear lungs, seal bladders, or halibut guts, stretched tautly and tied with sinew to a groove around the rim, have provided drumheads, which can be painted with spirit-helper designs. Lastly, a sturdy notched wood, bone, or walrus-ivory handle is lashed to the frame, which formerly consisted of split driftwood cores. Drumsticks were shaped to fit the individual form of a drum and the player’s hand. The handle of one “fine drum” collected in 1906 in Wales was an ivory bird with beads for eyes and the movable legs of a man.
Bowhead whales killed lingered postmortem in Inupiaq qilaun hand drums; musicians periodically fed the instruments water to maintain them physically and spiritually. Humanoid faces on the butt ends of drum handles carved sometimes with grips to fit the fingers of a hand may have represented a whale’s inua — its spirit or soul. Plastic membranes, more durable and easier to obtain than whale-liver lining, do not yield the same rich, authentic sound or vital connection.
Drummers chant in unison, with soaring, nasal voices. Filler syllables replaced long-lost lyrics. Each village cultivates a unique style and repertoire. Percussionists, holding drums like they would hand mirrors, dipping them lightly, hit the rim, drumhead, or both, with a supple willow wand, producing clicking taps or deep, rich, often sharp, resonances. The tone changes with the drumhead’s tension, affected by moisture. Yup’ik drummers strike its face, Inupiat the underside. “The men” in the qargi — a burrow-like community chamber-workshop — Joseph Senungetuk remembered, “would visibly perspire and strain to keep the dance at a frenzied pace, once the opening stanzas were cautiously elaborated upon.” Nowadays, women may drum but do so rarely.
The one-time Alaska resident and composer John Luther Adams described Eskimo “angular melodic contours” and “explosive drums.” He deemed this asymmetrical throbbing “more sophisticated and more energizing than the steady 4/4 backbeat of rock ’n’ roll.” “After a strong dance group from the Arctic coast,” he writes, “even the best rock bands sound rhythmically square.” Listening to Eskimo drum songs at their full volume sends all your blood rushing to the head and feet, with a new hammering filling the torso’s middle. Good vibrations, indeed.
Drummers cue in the dancers, picking up or slowing the pace, a dynamic that Cordelia Qiġñaaq Kellie describes as “entwined.” The drumming subtly builds up to its final beat, getting “a little bit more intense and elevated and emphasized,” which tells the dancers exactly when to stop. To outsiders, this looks a lot like telepathy. Kellie thinks that dancers formerly faced the drummers, moving toward them, an arrangement that new settings changed. Unlike in the qargi dancing no longer occupies sacred, ritualistic space. “We have performances now. We have performances to external audiences and a stage,” Kellie says. “Where do we dance now? We dance on stages, we dance in convention centers, we dance in gyms, in front of so many people.”
Dance styles reflect the limited space of communal quarters, the Inupiaq qargi or Yup’ik qasgiq, men’s houses operating as workshops and ceremonial chambers. Yup’ik male dancers mostly kneel, twisting arms and upper torsos like frantic, fluid traffic cops; women stand rooted, spell-weaving, knees flexing, “willows bending in the current of the stream,” communicating by hands. At social dances in Wales, men sometimes danced with their back to the crowd, heads hanging low, and women disguised by their long hair, while spectators guessed their identity based on their style. At winter dances in the qargi, snowballs from buckets were were used to cool the faces of infants and “to refresh parched drum skins.”
Sewing, harpooning, butchering, sled hauling, paddling, and courting all have been translated into kinetic shorthand. Snowy owl feathers raying Yup’ik men’s dance fans stress sweeping movements; caribou throat-fur tufts in the women’s highlight restraint. On sepia photos, bare-chested male dancers wear skin gloves, out of respect for paraphernalia they handled, or from a fear of evil-spirit contagion; the gates to the shaman’s otherworld could swing both ways. In Wales, a white teacher, Susan Bernardi, recorded, gloves were “made of white drill cloth or, in some instances, deerskin wrist-length gloves decorated with fancy stitches.” At one Whale Dance carnivorous thanksgiving (the Nalukataq festival), a shaman drummed while a masked whaling crew of eight cut fine figures, showing off moves. Northwest Alaska’s Inupiat envisioned the whale’s spirit as a maiden, in some stories, a dancer. When she spun, the whale submarined through the sea. When she jumped, the whale breached. When she dipped low, the whale dove. When she stood still, the whale calmly floated. It makes sense that men honored her, and her being kin, by drumming. Dancers today don cotton or work gloves, but elaborate gauntlet gloves may still tinkle with bone, bird beak, or ivory amulets, or with brass shell casings, all for secondary percussive effects. While animal materials also set visual accents on the men’s sharp gestures, they remind dancers and audiences of the interspecies community of which all are a part.
Dancers often mime — the best become — sea mammals or birds, an imitation founded in rites that feted animal spirits before returning bones in awe to the sea. A swaggering King Island mask dance encapsulates bull walrus nature. Creature calls enliven, or inspire, performances: seal barks, wolf howls, bird shrieks, whale song, walrus grunts. An ancient King Island loon song contains the line “I wish I were able to sing just like that bird.” Complex phrases suggest the loon’s bobbing and preening; a wide ascending interval in a blanket-toss song mimics the thrill of being aloft. Grotesque masks, motions, facial expressions, or the replays of comic hunting mishaps defuse conflict within close-knit societies, especially in the dark, housebound months.
Canadian Central Arctic shamans faced off in mocking-song drum duels, gaining prestige in Inuit bouts of Yo Momma or The Dozens. Legendary musical combat could be lethal. A federal physician in Nome in 1910 collected the tale of one between a boy and a cannibal giant. The two took turns playing and throwing a huge drum with a sharp bone rim back and forth, like a razorblade frisbee. This dismembered and finally killed the monster, which had aimed for a birchbark effigy the boy had fastened to his parka hood top, “where it stood up very high and white.” I would not at all be surprised if that boy grew into a powerful shaman.
“The drum will heal your soul,” the Nome musician Bryan Muktoyuk conversely promises. Neuroscience supports what Native peoples have long known about the good vibes. Drums engulfing listeners release endorphins like those from a runner’s high; they reduce stress, lower blood pressure, and enhance immunity. They boost Alpha brainwaves linked to bliss that induce meditative states. Brains ultimately tune in to these cadences. This not only coordinates group behavior but individuals’ thoughts as well. When folks groove with each other, they more likely see harmony in their surroundings. Any immersion in rhythmic group activity — be it work, worship, or play — strengthens cohesion. A known music psychologist has identified human contact, communication, and emotional support as elixirs for mental well-being. These social factors also ground the therapy of a drumming shaman, “one who knows” hypnotic power, in the Tungus term’s meaning.
Additionally, Eskimo quick-stepping fosters nimbleness and keen observation crucial in subsistence pursuits and non-verbal learning environments. Last but not least, singing maintains Native languages, aligning youngsters and elders, past and future generations. “Drums awaken our roots,” they say in Bethel. Regardless of the region, all practitioners dance as if their forebears were watching.
Utqiaġvik (formerly: Barrow), as one example, fields 200-plus dancers and drummers in five formal groups. St. Lawrence Island, Point Hope, Little Diomede, Nome, and Wainwright are further hotbeds. Small villages stretch their resources as they host several visiting troupes at a time. Many tour stateside and a few abroad. You can catch them gaily compete at the World Eskimo–Indian Olympics in Fairbanks, on Alaska campuses, at Bethel’s Cama-i (“Welcome”) festival, or at Alaska Federation of Natives conventions. The tribal funk band Pamyua — a Yup’ik-Greenlandic-African American quartet fusing gospel, Inuit drum-songs, South African a cappella, and Pacific Islander chants — gives the world Arctic jive.
Some pupils start stomp shuffling as toddlers. Isabell Elavgak has taken her kids to rehearsals a few times a week since they were babies—one was only five days old. “Now they know how to sing,” she says. “They find all kinds of toys to use as drums.” A pulse weakened over twilight years has rebounded; vital, steady, booming, assured.
Michael Engelhard worked for twenty-five years as an outdoor instructor and wilderness guide in Alaska and the Southwest’s canyon country. Trained as an anthropologist, he is the author of the National Outdoor Award-winning memoir Arctic Traverse, Ice Bear: The Cultural History of an Arctic Icon, and the essay collection No Place Like Nome, from which the piece that is published here has been adapted. Website: michaelengelhard.com
Colleen S. Harris
Lament of an Islander Too Long Gone
I am an infant afraid
of the nourishing breast,
a fallen priestess in ratty robes
finding they changed all the words
to the old prayers.
I was a seachild, resentful
of every moment my feet spent
on dry land and now,
I visit to soothe my soul
and find a deep unease, a fissure,
a cracked tooth my tongue
worries at, and worries again.
Walking to the waves, I balk—
my feet stop and are cemented
in wet sand, sinking.
Knee-deep in calm current
is as far as I can go.
The breakers are a foreign language
that refuses the curl of my tongue.
I worry my waters will drag me
under and I will lose myself.
I am an exile returned as a tourist
watching children run past,
unfolding into rough surf,
origami cranes bobbing
toward a familiar horizon.
My tears are a meager offering—
they disappear in the bake of the sun,
a telegraph to nowhere.
I don’t know how to give myself
to the water anymore.
Colleen S. Harris serves as library dean at Texas A&M International University, as a poetry editor at Iron Oak Editions, and as a reader at Chestnut Review. Author of four books of poetry and three chapbooks, her most recent collections include The Light Becomes Us (Main Street Rag, 2025), These Terrible Sacraments (Doubleback 2019; Bellowing Ark 2011), and chapbook Toothache in the Bone (boats against the current, 2025). Her individual poems can be found in Berkeley Poetry Review, The Louisville Review, Cider Press Review, The MacGuffin, and various others. Find her @warmaiden on Bluesky/Instagram/X and at colleensharris.com.
